RUBEK: [With difficulty.] When I first found you ... I knew at once I would make use of you for my life's work. You were what I required in every respect. I was young thenwith no knowledge of the worldand I thought that The Resurrection would be most beautifully rendered as an innocent young woman, not yet corrupted by life, awakening to light and glory without having to put away from her anything ugly or impure.
IRENE: Yes. And so I stand nowin our work.
RUBEK: Not entirely. [Pause.] You have said that I cannot expect you to be the same woman I knew all those years ago. Well, I am not the man I once was either, Irene. In the years that followed your departure, I became schooled in the ways of the world. My vision of "The Resurrection Day" evolvedbecame more ... complex. Your solitary, unsullied figure no longer expressed my conception, and I ... I made modifications.
IRENE: Do I not stand as I always stood for you?
RUBEK: Yes ... yes, but ... there are others.
RUBEK: I looked at the world around me ... and I had no choice but to include what I saw. Women and men as I knew them in real life.
IRENE: Otherswith our child?! Strangers?!
RUBEK: At the base of the sculpture, I created fissures in the ground, and from this hell-mouth, there are now men and women with dimly-suggested animal faces, swarming up around the child, pulling her down as she tries to rise up into the heavens.
IRENE: My eternal soul ... you and I ... we ... we and our child ... we lived in that solitary figure!
RUBEK: Yeswe! We! I had to include myself, you see. I had to put a little bit of myself into the girlthat glorious figure who can't quite free herself from this earthwho reaches with her hands for the heavens, for perfection, tortured by the knowledge that she will never attain her goal, never escape, that she will remain forever imprisoned in this ... this hell!
IRENE: Poet! You have killed my soulthe soul of our childso you model yourself in remorse, and with that you think your account is cleared?!
RUBEK: I am an artist, Irene. And try as I may, I shall never be anything else.
IRENE: Yes ... you are an artist. But I was a human being! I had a life to live, Arnolda human destiny to fulfill! And I let that slip away to become your ... your slave! Your whore! It was suicide! An unforgivable sin against myself! A sin for which I can never atone! I should have borne children! Many children! Real children! Not clay creatures! Not such children as are hidden away in museums! That was my vocation! To bring life into this world! To be a mother! [Pause.] I ought never to have served you.
RUBEK: [Lost in his memories.] And yet ... those were beautiful days.
IRENE: [Looks at him strangely.] What?
RUBEK: Beautiful, wondrous days. I would not trade them for anything.
IRENE: Do you remember what you saidthe day you finished?
RUBEK: No. What did I say?
IRENE: [Astonished.] You don't remember?
RUBEK: I ... I'm sorry. My mind isn't what it used to be.
IRENE: You took my hands and pressed them to you. And I waited. I waited, Arnold. Breathless. For what seemed like an eternity, I waited! And then you said to me, "Thank you. Thank you, Irene. This has been a priceless episode."
RUBEK: Did I really say that? Episode? [Pause.] I'm sure I didn't mean
IRENE: At that word, I left you.
RUBEK: You take everything so painfully to heart.
IRENE: And you take nothing.
RUBEK: That's not true. [Pause.] Do you recall the summer we spent on the Lake of Taunitzevery weekend?
IRENE: Yes. After our work was done.
RUBEK: We'd take the train out to the lake and sit beside that little peasant hut.
IRENE: It was an episode, Arnold.
RUBEK: You used to take water-lilies, I rememberyou'd tell me they were birds and set them swimming in the brook.
IRENE: Swans. They were white swans.
RUBEK: Yes. Of course. How fond you were of that game! We played it the whole summer. I remember, once, I took a great furry leaf and fastened it to one of the swansa burdock-leaf, I believe it wasand you said it was Lohengrin's boat, with the swan yoked to it. I said you were the swan that drew my boat. [Pause.] I bought that little hutbeside the Lake of Taunitz.
IRENE: Did you?
IRENE: You often said you would. If you could afford it. [Pause.] And it still standsthe little hut?
RUBEK: No. I had it pulled down. I couldn't bear to see it standing thereit filled me with such sadness. In its place there is a magnificent villa.
IRENE: And you live there nowwith the other one?
RUBEK: When we aren't traveling. Yes.
IRENE: Life was beautiful by the Lake of Taunitz. But we let it slip awaythat life and all its beauty.
RUBEK: You could come and live with usin the villa.
IRENE: With the two of you?
RUBEK: With me. You can set your swans swimming in the brook ... we can talk of old times ... you can open all that is locked up in meas you did in our days of creation.
IRENE: I no longer have the key to you, Arnold.
RUBEK: You do! You and no one else! I beg of you, Irenegive me this one chance to live my life over again. Help me undo my greatest mistake.
IRENE: There is no resurrection for the life we once led, you and I. Time moves forward only.
RUBEK: Then ... let us pretend! Let us pretend we are still on that lake! That we never left!
IRENE: It would only be an illusion.
RUBEK: I don't care! Better to live an illusion than to continue with this ... this darkness! When you left, Irene ... when you disappeared ... I cannot express to you ... I was filled with such regret. I became painfully aware of all that I had left unsaid ... all the moments I had allowed to pass ... without ... without grasping them ... without ... I had come to think of you as something sacred, you see ... something holy ... a gift from God ... a creature of innocence not to be touched save in adoring thoughts. A superstition took hold of me that if I touched you ... if I desired you with my senses ... my soul would be desecrated, and I would not be able to finish my work. I was a fool! An idealistic young fool! I should have taken you in my arms right then and thereon the floor of my studio, I should have taken you! With the clay still on my fingers! It would only have added to the beauty of the childto the depth and complexity of her meaningof her mystery. [Pause.] I can't lose you again, IreneI don't think I could survive it.
IRENE: Perhaps ... we can arrange some sort of ... compromise.
RUBEK: What do you mean?
IRENE: One night together. One last night. I can't promise anything more.
RUBEK: Yes! Yes! Do you really mean it?
IRENE: On one condition.
IRENE: You must never sculpt again.
[RUBEK stares at her, dumbfounded.]
IRENE: You mustn't even speak of it.
RUBEK: You ... you want me to give up my life's work? Give it up entirely?
IRENE: It's a small price to paydon't you think? For one night of real happiness. For the chance to relive your fondest memories.
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